Just Me Spiritually

Moody Em-Po's -The Eye

People will forget what you said,
people will forget what you did,
but people will never forget how
you made them feel.

-Maya Angelou

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Scorpio Overview from the November 2014 Issue of Essence Magazine

A survivor, you can rise like the phoenix from the ashes. You’re intense and emotional, with an all-or-nothing approach. You have high expectations for yourself and others, even as you root for and protect the underdog. Trying to hook up with you is a challenge. But when you’re in love, you’re in it for keeps. In general, you’re compatible with Cancer, Virgo, Pisces, and Capricorn. Your opposite, Taurus is a match that defies logic, but the bedroom antics justify your position.

Your pursuit of happiness hinges on knowing you have power to conKuuKrol your destiny. Whether it is a career move, a romance or a physical makeover, a transformation is doable.

INSPIRATION: You dispel the myth of nice gals finishing last.



Pink’s-Perfect lyrics
(mstmha: This is one of my favorite songs and I love Pink and her artistry. (This song almost describes every aspect of my life and thoughts in total.) Play the video and sing along!

Made a wrong turn, Once or twice
Dug my way out blood and fire.
Bad decisions,
That’s alright.
Welcome to my silly life.

Mistreated, misplaced, misunderstood.
Miss ‘No way it’s all good’.
It didn’t slow me down.
Always second guessed and
Look, I’m still around.

Pretty, pretty please,
Don’t you ever, ever feel,
Like your less than,
Less than perfect.
Pretty, pretty please,
If you ever, ever feel
Like your nothing.
You are perfect to me.

You’re so mean,
(You’re so mean)
When you talk,
(When you talk)
About yourself,
You are wrong.
Chose those voices,
(Chose those voices)
In your head
(In your head)
Make them like you instead.

So complicated,
Look how we all make it.
Filled with so much hatred.
Such a tired game.
It’s enough, I’ve done all I can think of.
Chased down all my demons,
I’ve seen you do the same.

Oh, oh… Pretty, pretty please
Don’t you ever, ever feel
Like your less than,
Less than perfect.
Pretty, pretty please
If you ever, ever feel
Like your nothing,
You are perfect to me.

The whole world stares so I swallow the fear,
The only thing I should be drinking is an ice cold beer.
So cool in line and we try, try, try,
But we try too hard, it’s a waste of my time.
Done looking for the critics, cause they’re everywhere
They don’t like my jeans, they don’t get my hair
We estrange ourselves and we do it all the time.

Why do we do that? Why do I do that?
Why do I do that?

[Yeah. Oh~ Oh, Pretty, pretty please, Yeah~]

Pretty, pretty please
Don’t you ever, ever feel
Like your less than,
Less than perfect.
Pretty, pretty please
If you ever, ever feel
Like your nothing,
You are perfect to me.

You’re perfect,
You’re perfect to me,
Pretty, pretty please
Don’t you ever, ever feel
Like your less than perfect.
Pretty, pretty please
If you ever, ever feel
Like your nothing.
You are perfect to me.

These lyrics were revised to suit the video but the original lyrics can be found on the following site…

Chillin 055

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ABOUT ME SPIRITUALLY (But don’t believe ‘everything’ you read)

Chillin 077

Birthdate: 11/11/1976 (Veteran’s Day)
*A trigger of remembrance

For many years the numbers 11:11 have been mysteriously appearing to people all over the world. Often appearing on digital clocks, the sightings of 11:11 tend to occur during times of heightened awareness, having a most powerful effect on the people involved. This causes a reactivation of our cellular memory banks. There’s a stirring deep inside, a hint of remembrance of something long forgotten. The appearance of 11:11 is also a powerful confirmation that we are on the right track, aligned with our highest Truth. Throughout the years, I have personally encountered thousands of people all over the world who, have experienced repeated sightings of 11:11. They all want to know what is happening to them and why. What does the 11:11 signify?

11:11 is a pre-encoded trigger placed into our cellular memory banks prior to our descent into matter which, when activated, signifies that our time of completion is near. This refers to the completion of duality. When the 11:11 appears to you, it is your wake-up call. A direct channel opens up between you and the Invisible. When this happens, it is time to reflect on whatever you are doing for a moment and Look Larger. A transfer is in position. You can enter the Greater Reality if you wish pray or meditate and seed your future and also, you can be seeded by the Invisible. You can ask for help in some specific area of your life or simply listen quietly and receive a revelation. The appearance of 11:11 is an always beneficial act of Divine Intervention telling you that it is time to take a good look around you and see what is really happening. It’s time to pierce the veils of illusion that keep us bound to an unreal world. You have been chosen, because you are ready, to step into the Greater Reality. To lead the way for others into a new way of living, into a Greater Love. To ascend from duality into Oneness.

The 11.11 is the bridge our vitality and oneness. It is our pathway into the positive unknown and beyond.


A gift  from a stranger

A gift from a stranger

Numerology Life Path 8 (8, 17/8, 26/8, 35/8)

You are gifted with natural leadership and the capacity to accumulate great wealth! Your path will lead you to work out the difference between money and the true value of life. You have great talent for management, and you understand the material world. You intuitively know what makes virtually any enterprise work, and you always look at the greater vision. You are born to be in charge and be a visionary! Power and authority come naturally to you — although you will also learn that it is lonely at the top. You will be successful in any field where you can be the executive decision-maker, especially in business and financial matters.




*If only we could turn back the hands of time...

*If only we could turn back the hands of time…

The Scorpio Dragon

I am Scorpio and I can fly as high as the noble eagle or play it down and dirty, stinging as if a scorpion, both of which symbolize my zodiacal sign. I have been told so many times that I am passionate, intense, can be green with envy, can be vindictive that I almost begin to believe some of these appellations. If I took seriously what is said and written, I would be making love all night and planning insurgencies all day.

I am drawn to the Occult, I am competitive, I desire victory but I also insist on fair play. It is not easy to defeat me because, like the fabled Phoenix, I rise from my own ashes I come alive when most people would consider me dead and buried. I adore secrets, I am sensual, my psychic impressions usually are accurate, my dreams are prophetic and I am an incurable romantic.

I delve deep, I reject superficial responses, I am the probing editor, psychoanalyst, finder of lost persons, purveyor of arcane aspects of the law, knowledgeable about taxes and various aspects of inheritance.

I can be jealous, will fight for what is right, seldom do anything halfway, can fall madly in love and I can also be completely vulnerable. Yes, I can be hurt, but I also possess retaliatory weapons that might give as adversary fits. I tear down for the ultimate purpose of rebuilding on a more suitable base. I am creative, rebellious, can be fixed in my views, am willing to take a gamble but prefer a sure thing.

I am tormented by the fact that evil exists. Maybe that is why I seem to be a natural healer. I abhor suffering and will risk my own skin to save others. Oh, yes, I can be evangelistic. I am dynamic and dedicated when the cause is right.

In the Chinese Astrology, I am an unquenchable fire, the center of all energy, the stout heroic heart. I am truth and light, I hold power and glory in my sway. My presence disperses dark clouds. I have been chosen to tame the Fates. I AM THE DRAGON!

Now, listen. If I tell you anymore, you might know everything and then lose interest. And that would devastate me!

Blessed Be!


George Washington High School-1994

Daddy's Little Girl
The Life Path 8 suggests that you entered this plane armed to lead, direct, organize and govern. You are very ambitious and goal-oriented. You will want to use your ambitions, your organizational ability, and your efficient approach to carve a satisfying niche for yourself. If you are a positive 8 you are endowed with tremendous potential for conceiving far-reaching schemes and ideas, and also possessing the tenacity and independence to follow them through to completion. In short, you were born to be an executive.

You know how to manage yourself and your environment. Your ability to judge the character and potential of the people around you is an asset used to your advantage. A large part of your success in life comes from how hard you work.

This Life Path is the most prone to producing workaholics. But your ability to spot good people and engage them in your endeavors is a special trait not to be overlooked. There is an inspirational quality in your makeup which allows you to become a great leader. You are practical and steady in your pursuit of major objectives, and you have the courage of your convictions when it comes to taking the necessary chances to get ahead.
With the Life Path of the number 8 you are focused on learning the satisfactions to be found in the material world. The Life Path 8 produces many powerful, confident and materially successful people. Most of your concerns involve money and learning of the power that comes with its proper manipulation.

This Life Path is perhaps the one that is the most concerned with and desirous of status as an ultimate measure of success. You want to be recognized for your hard work and achievements. The attainment of honors and acceptance into the club of executive leadership is all important. For this, you may find yourself very well suited to compete in the business world or in the political arena.

In relationships, you are frank, honest, and steadfast. You may be very much in love, but watch that you are not too busy and preoccupied to show it. Being the lavish provider is not always an adequate substitute for showing your devotion and affection in more personal ways. You have a great need for close personal relationships to mitigate and somehow soften your nature. You must find the time for love and keep it as an important project in your life.

The negative 8 can be dictatorial and often suppresses the enthusiasm and efforts of fellow member of the environment. Often, the strength of their own personality excludes close feelings for other people with whom they come in contact. Material gains and rewards often become issues of utmost importance, even to the neglect of family, home and peace of mind. Dedication to success can become an obsession. Emotional feelings are often suppressed by the negative 8, resulting in isolation and loneliness. All Life Path 8 people must avoid discounting the opinions of others.




mstmha’s family back in 2001

The following video contains one of my most favorite songs in the world. It was a song that I modeled to while in high school. During the prom gown segment of the show. I can still remember it. I wore a blue mermaid style prom dress during that scene of the show. And during that scene, the female models had to act as if we were hypnotizing our male counterparts. Moving our hands around them, as if casting a spell, while the moved to our every command. It was really cute to say the least. The song that played during this scene was called Everything I Do by Bryan Adams. I have been in love with the song ever since.

So without further ado…

Watch the video at the following video link…or visit You Tube.


More fun…

Discover your American Indian name at the following link…



I am Kuwanlelenta- A Hopi name that means to make beautiful surroundings. You have a positive and optimistic personality with a artistic talent. You make the world a better place.


Bauder College
National Business College

Tiffany, you have an IQ of 115 (115 – 129-Above average)

Free IQ Test
Free IQ Test

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6 responses to “Just Me Spiritually

  • Lissa

    After my husband passed, for the first time I began seeing 11:11 twice daily in the home, and car… it didn’t matter. I’d never heard nor thought of looking this up, yet knew it was another dimension contacting me. I always assumed it was he. This continued for years, that is until I became a victim of what my wordpress site describes thank’s to wicked greed. It was at this sad moment 11:11 disappeared. I still remember the night. My life changed for the absolute worse. I’m shocked I’m still alive.

    • mstmha

      I see it quite often, whether it is in my car, on my computer, on the oven clock, on my cell phone…
      For years I have seen it almost everywhere I go and I still do. My daughter and I use to joke quite a lot about it when it happened.
      9:11 use to appear quite often, as well, but she saw those particular set of numbers more than I.
      It was a cute joke between the two of us. Crazily, enough, the number that I see the most is actually my birthdate. Talk about crazy coincidences. I get the strangest feelings everytime I see it. I feel a certain deep fear of the unknown and it scares me. Almost as if there is something that I am suppose to know when it happens but I, to this day, cannot put my finger on what it is. It’s a feeling as if an entity higher than ourselves wants to speak and I just can’t hear what it’s saying. I guess it may signify that we are more concious than we originally thought.


    Dear you. I am a targeded individual from Norway. All my life is gone, also all my Words at the internett from 2001- 2011 approxamately. The only thing left is a blog who is quite messy : avmakten.wordpress.com (Google taranslate from Norwegian to English if you want) and beside that I am restrained in all branches of life. You know: 11:11 is masonic Magic numbers. You beeing a Scorpio can be a reason you are targedet. In the Secret services of life and gouverments there are a lot of conservative christians. They do not like strong woman who says Blessed be if they cannot make a buck on you you are in theyre eyes worthless. I Guess it doesn`t help that you are sensual and black eiter. The nazi- influence is not dead in society. I just wanted to say hi and wish you good Luck. The most impotant thing fpr all of us, wether we like eachother or not is at the present moment the situasion in Japan- this will effect all of us in the future, and if you have children it will definetely effect them. If you Wonder what I am talking about please check the yputubechannel: BeautifulGirlByDana og the channel Msmilkytheclown1 or NiburuMagick and see what is really gooing on. Happy Christmas I wish you from the polar land of Norway. Blessed bee @ Star / Linda Kristin West / Victim/ Surviver (at least until now) Take care. (www.xenu.net)

    • mstmha

      Hello. Thank you so much for your comment. We are in agreeance when you say that my race and my birthday may have a lot to do with why I was targeted. And quite agressively, at that. It’s as if they have a fear of people that are independent of them. In my opinion, they are all rather childish and the more that I think about it, the more childish it gets. There is plenty of room in the world for all of us to be whatever we wanted to be and just as independent. Why do they feel that our private lives were ever their business to begin with? Talk about insecurities within people. They have definitely broke the scale with that. I have never been a part of their cult-like organizations so why is my birthday or anything else of any real importance to them? I couldn’t be a virgin sacrifice in their Satanic rituals, that is for certain! If they had left me alone, I would have just went on about my business.

      I am in the same situation as to the life restraints, as well. They stop me from reaching my full potential every chance they can get. They have robbed me in every aspect of life including employment. Maybe part of the reason is because I would not freely let them whore me out. Even in that they helped out by isolating me from everyon accept their gang members. Could it be that they wanted me to feel lonely? Possibly. They just failed to realize that I already knew that I deserved much better than them. If they did not know then maybe they should have asked. What do you think that they really want from us? Would they rather we just waste away or do they have some other agenda for those that they like to call “useless eaters” or “vegetables”? (If they were hungry, I say they should have took their crazy behinds to the grocery store :).)

      Have a wonderful holiday and good luck to you, also. I pray that the New Year is better for us all. I will check out the info that you provided. Thank you and God Bless you whether they like it or not.

    • mstmha

      My birthday as a pyramid:

      (1976 is 7+6=13), (1+3=4, 2×2 or 2+2 both equal 4) The multiples side by side are 22.
      The 13 at the top of the pyramid as being one of the most scared to occultist and the
      double 11s at the bottom tips which are also sacred numbers.

      / \
      11 / __ __ \11
      (11 + 11 = 22)

      Birthdate : 11-11-76
      76 = (7+6) which is 13
      The month (11) and day (11) of my birthdate added together equals the number 22.
      The number 13 which is derived from my birth year 76, if added together (1 + 3), equals 4. The multiples of 4 are 2 x 2. And even if you add the two numbers (2 + 2), it still equals the number 4.

      According to some occultist numerology research…
      The most venerated occult numbers are: 3, 6, 9, 11, 13, and multiples thereof, especially 22, 33, 44, 55, 66, 77. A triplication of numbers is also considered sacred (possibly even more sacred) to the occultist: 111, 222, 333, and so fourth. The number 5 is the number of Death; also, an extremely sacred number is the double 11, as in 11:11, or 11/11/11.
      The number 7 and 12 are also an extremely important number universally. Seven is a number of complement and is considered a Divine number. Seven days in a week, seven colors to the rainbow. The occult will also use this number 7, but their favorite numbers are 11 and 6. The occult avoids using the numbers and multiplications of 4, 8, 10, and 12, unless they correlate with their numbers.

      For more information, you can visit…
      Occultist Numerology (Numbers and Meanings)

      or you can visit my reblog of the site at…


      I have also learned that some Chinese use astrological signs in breeding. The Dragon is one of the most sought after signs for breeding in Chinese astrology. 1976, my birth year, is a Dragon sign.

      *Maybe I really am just glutton for punishment… 🙂

      • Linda West

        It’s me again.
        Please look me up at Facebook under the username: Linða West

        Looking forward to re- connect.

        If you can not find me at Facebook please send one e- mail to – westlinda968@gmail.com

        (Refering to past comments here via wp- account Linda Kristin West)

        Thank you.

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