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The Culted- A T. I. Testimony

Steven Cox is not funny. I am positive he has jokes but not one of them has cracked a laugh from me. I recall back when we were in an Open relationship, well over five years back if not more, and he told me that he was starting a new business. I didn’t really ask him any questions and nor did I pry. I was more like good for you. What I didn’t know was that this new business of his would involve gang stalking, or did it. Was it something more sinister or was this business something that I shouldn’t have really worried about?

From the way that it looks and because theveryone goons on their COM/V2K system won’the shut up, it seems that he is deeply within the occult and I am his victim, amongst others. I hear his name wherever I go as if they want me to know that he is also one of the goons that I am being stalked by.

As to our relationship…

Something about our meeting was fishy to begin with. He didn’the turn his cart around at Walmart for nothing. And that is how we met.

He invited me to a free Mary J. Blige concert on our first meeting and then called me later from the concert so that I could hear the concert from the background. After that, I chanced a relationship with him. At the time, I did not know the specifics of his cult membership. I knew that he was strange but I just did not know how much. Like many of the men in my life, he didn’t show a business card or introduce himself as being culted. You don’t really know until the lasers start hitting you years later. But for what? What is the grudge? I thought everything was fine! These people need to be identified. Can we get a world registry?

I met this guy when he claimed to be new to Danville and we were in an Open relationship with no problems on and off for at least three to four years. Was it the cult women who found out and became upset? Are they that possessive where they would kill another over their cult men? How is it our fault that they and I were lied to? Shouldn’the the lasers be pointed the other way?

By the way, I thank God that I have never been culted. This lasering bid that they are putting me through is awful but their punishment from God will be worse than that. It is like Babylon all over again.

More later…


Abuse By Proxy and Abuse by Stalking

I have been beat up so much over the years for no reason whatsoever.
When will it end? My body is tired.

It's Almost Tuesday

By: Dr. Sam Vaknin

If all else fails, the abuser recruits friends, colleagues, mates, family members, the authorities, institutions, neighbours, the media, teachers – in short, third parties – to do his bidding. He uses them to cajole, coerce, threaten, stalk, offer, retreat, tempt, convince, harass, communicate and otherwise manipulate his target. He controls these unaware instruments exactly as he plans to control his ultimate prey. He employs the same mechanisms and devices. And he dumps his props unceremoniously when the job is done.

One form of control by proxy is to engineer situations in which abuse is inflicted upon another person. Such carefully crafted scenarios of embarrassment and humiliation provoke social sanctions (condemnation, opprobrium, or even physical punishment) against the victim. Society, or a social group become the instruments of the abuser.

 

Abusers often use other people to do their dirty work for them. These – sometimes unwitting –…

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“We are Assassins.”

I have just been lasered to my face quite a few times. From what it seems, the local goons squad is haVing a party off of my misery. They are screaming from all around me. No human being should have to go through what I am going through.

I heard a female scream, “We are assassins.” That has beenough obvious for many years now. I can’tell catch a break. Forever being lasered as if I am nothing more than a toy and it seems that they may have almost the entire city involved.

Can you imagine living in a city with nothing but assassins around every corner. It is scary. And I have never beeneed a member of a gang or a cult. It is WOW for me too. Could it be that they just needed someone to murder to bide the time?

I don’t know many of these people so why they would feel so strongly about me, I have no idea. I never bothered anyone. Especially, not to the point of someone wanting me dead.

I just want my life back but what can I do when there are so many people chasing me? Why would this happen to me of all people?

Danville, Virginia is no longer family friendly.

Thanks for listening. GOD bless.


Artificial Telepathy

From…
https://talesfromtheloublog.wordpress.com/2016/07/15/90000-secret-cia-files-on-telepathy-clairvoyance-and-mk-ultra-public/
Artificial Telepathy 101*

Thank you John Finch (This is so factual!)

The experience of “Artificial Telepathy” is really not that extraordinary.
It’s as simple as receiving a cell-phone call in one’s head.

Indeed, most of the technology involved is exactly identical to that of
cell-phone technology. Satellites link the sender and the receiver. A
computer “multiplexer” routes the voice signal of the sender through
microwave towers to a very specifically defined location or cell. The
“receiver” is located and tracked with pinpoint accuracy, to within a few
feet of actual location. But the receiver is not a cell phone. It’s a human
brain.

Out of nowhere, a voice suddenly blooms in the mind of the target. The
human skull has no “firewall” and therefore cannot shut the voice out. The
receiver can hear the sender’s verbal thoughts. The sender, in turn, can
hear all of the target’s thoughts, exactly as if the target’s verbal
thoughts had been spoken or broadcast. For this reason, the experience
could be called “hearing voices” but is more properly described as
“artificial telepathy”.

Now, if artificial telepathy were entirely voluntary, like a conversation
between friends sitting across the room from one other, it might be kind of
cool. One could talk back and forth with one’s friend, exchanging verbal
thoughts exactly as if speaking on the phone, but without ever using one’s
voice or mouth. It’s a completely silent, subvocal form of speech. Between
lovers, this would be beautiful.

The problem is that artificial telepathy provides the perfect weapon for
mental torture and information theft. It provides an extremely powerful
means for exploiting, harassing, controlling, and raping the mind of any
person on earth. It opens the window to quasi-demonic possession of another
person’s soul.
When used as a “nonlethal” weapons system it becomes an ideal means for
neutralizing or discrediting a political opponent. Peace protestors,
inconvenient journalists and the leaders of vocal opposition groups can be
stunned into silence with this weapon.

Artificial telepathy also offers an ideal means for complete invasion of
privacy. If all thoughts can be read, then Passwords, PIN numbers, and
personal secrets simply cannot be protected. One cannot be alone in the
bathroom or shower. Embarrassing private moments cannot be hidden: they are
subject to all manner of hurtful comments and remarks. Evidence can be
collected for blackmail with tremendous ease: all the wrongs or moral
lapses of one’s past are up for review.
Like a perverted phone caller, a hostile person with this technology in
hand can call at any time of day, all day long. Sleep can be disrupted.
Prayers can be desecrated, religious beliefs mocked. Business meetings can
be interrupted, thoughts derailed. Love can be polluted, perverted,
twisted, abused. Dreams can be invaded, fond memories trashed.

The attacker cannot be seen or identified, the attack cannot be stopped,
and the psychological damage is enormous. But there is no physical damage,
not one single mark is left on the body and there is absolutely no proof
that any crime or any violation ever took place! Everything that “happens”
to the victim happens inside the victim’s head. What physical evidence is
there to give the police? Without physical evidence, how can one photograph
the “crime scene” or fingerprint the stalker? There are no footprints
leading to or from the scene. Indeed, there is no physical scene at all,
and no evidence that an attack ever took place.

Most people who experience this abusive form of “artificial telepathy” feel
as if their mind has been raped. They find themselves hunted, stalked,
harassed and abused by a person or persons who refuse to give their names,
who defile one’s mind with the most foul and perverse language imaginable,
and who refuse to hang up or go away. The caller or callers delight in the
perverse and sadistic torture of their targets. Furthermore, they delight
in violating the privacy of their targets, reading the target’s mind and
commenting on everything the target thinks, in an effort to demonstrate as
brutally as possible that the target has no privacy at all.

The callers act, in short, exactly like rapists or perverted stalkers.
Imagine what a man might do if he found a “magic cell phone” that allowed
him to dial into the heads and the private thoughts of anyone on earth. The
temptation to choose a target at random and start spying on or abusing that
person would be enormous, almost irresistable. It could become a sick and
twisted hobby, a guilty pleasure very quickly. Put into the hands of a
secret police unit, the potential for abusing such technology is even more
chilling.

Now, the natural reaction of a normal and intelligent person who undergoes
the horrible experience of mind rape for the first time is to panic and
reach for a real phone. They call family, contact their doctor or call
police with a bizarre complaint that “someone is beaming voices into my
head.”

But if the police are the ones behind the abuse, the victims aren’t going
to get much help, are they? And if the police are not the perpetrators,
then how are they to make an arrest? It’s much more convenient and easy to
believe that the caller is a nutcase.

In short order, the victim of mind rape finds herself or himself undergoing
the additional humiliation of being carted off to the psych ward, often
being committed involuntarily by a loved one “for one’s own good.”

The more vehement the efforts to prove that the voice or voices in one’s
head are “real”, the more smug become the smiles of the medical doctors,
who gently insist that such technology does not exist, that the voices
cannot possibly be real, and that on …


90,000 Secret CIA Files on Telepathy, Clairvoyance and MK-ULTRA Public

I still can’t understand why curiosities of the government by foreign and non-foreign agencies can’t be appeased by normal conversations. Is it because it would cause a bigger monatary deficit to pay people for their abnormal expertise? So they would rather steal information instead and create programs where they don’t have to ask for permission? Is what urgency speaking of that type of program. The governments that we subsequently abide by are not benefiting us in any way. They keep taking, we keep giving and the only ones who are benefiting are those in charge.

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90,000 Secret CIA Files on Telepathy, Clairvoyance and MK-ULTRA Public

Source: 90,000 Secret CIA Files on Telepathy, Clairvoyance and MK-ULTRA Public


Another Sad Story As A Targeted Individual-A T.I. Testimony

Being gang stalked by the local goons has been, by far, the hardest thing that I have ever had to endure.
Just recently, I had to go to the doctor in regards to sleep deprivation. I spent two days straight without sleep and the doctor that I saw pretty much did not give a care about my sleeplessness. When I mentioned that I was awake for two days, Dr Torres at Paths was like, “That’s all.”

I can’t trust anyone, not even doctors.

I think that it was Wednesday night when I experienced the worst laser abuse of my life. I was attempting to sleep on the floor of my mother’s house when they started in on me. I was laying on my stomach when the horror began. The lasers hit me from every angle. The lights flashing from the lasers seemed circular and there was nowhere that I could go no matter where I moved. And then I felt the most penetrating laser (possibly a plasma gun) that I have ever felt in my pelvic area. I am still bleeding from my vaginal area and it wasn’t time for my menstrual cycle. I even heard one of the goons say that I was hemorraging. What does that tell you? Even if I had gone to the hospital, they probably would have excused it as being a menatural issue.

In Danville, Virginia, they go straight for the kill. No questions asked. It doesn’t even matter if they know you or they whether they don’t. It is an abiding issue. Something that I am not familiar with because I am not of their cult. They just do as they are told.

What are we to do in such dire circumstances? The Theresa McCulloughs’ and Sabrina Nesmiths’ of the world are getting away from prosecution, so what do we do? They are obsessed with myself and my children, so what can we do to defend ourselves? I don’the have their weapons. They left me defenseless. There are so many of these people climbing all over us, so when does it end?

It is a lunatic society. No wonder we didn’t ‘fit’.