Revelation 2:2

“‘I know your works, your toil and your patient endurance, and how you cannot bear with those who are evil, but have tested those who call themselves apostles and are not, and found them to be false.

2 Timothy 3:1-5

But understand this, that in the last days there will come times of difficulty. For people will be lovers of self, lovers of money, proud, arrogant, abusive, disobedient to their parents, ungrateful, unholy, heartless, unappeasable, slanderous, without self-control, brutal, not loving good, treacherous, reckless, swollen with conceit, lovers of pleasure rather than lovers of God, having the appearance of godliness, but denying its power. Avoid such people.

mstmha: AMEN!



By mstmha

A a Targeted Individual living through numerous accounts of torture, manipulation, and misrepresentation. It has been quite obvious that my many tormentors are not all complete and total strangers.

How is that they use your family members that may reside within the same household to practically murder you when they have the ability to just say no? What is it that that they say to your own family that makes them hoot for joy in aide of your torture? Is it money that these perps are offering? Is the love of money that serious to the point where you can victimize yourself just for a moment of monetary relief? Are they threatening our families to the point that they will agree to anything? Or could it be that your family may have already been a part of this crime syndicate and you never knew it? Well, while I am at it, how about this particular scenario. Maybe your family was just devilish to begin with. Maybe the ‘free ride’ was all that they were ever after. I know this may sound just a bit paranoid but, seriously, if you could see what I see, you may find yourself thinking on an entirely different level.

Last night was insane. Just so that you all know, I am currently residing with family and every one of them has willingly participated and masqueraded around me to the point that I can barely sleep at night without a little ‘liquid aide’ (if you know what I mean). I would rather be knocked out completely than to endure some of the treachery and abuse that they have been inclined to give. As for myself, I would never, ever put my family through, almost, constant death for the sake of anything. If it is family, in my opinion, then that is a bond that should never be broken.  Why should I take the word of a complete stranger over those that I have known all my life? It does not make any sense. But, according to the actions of my own family, bonding is irrelevant to their selfish goals. So, as it may, I am the one who has been gluttoned with the shit end of the stick in order that they may save their own asses. I guess they had to choose somebody.

What I truly believe is that my family has been convinced that what they have done and are doing is nothing more than a simple ‘GAME’ or ‘PRANK’. I have heard gang stalking referenced that way, quite a lot.

Maybe they do not know how much they are affecting me mentally and physically. Maybe they really believe that they are doing no harm. Maybe they believe that it is all just for fun.  The sick part of it would be, “Why would they choose a human being?”

Just to reiterate, based on my own personal experience, being shocked to death, probed, lasered, or manipulated bodily to the point that they can read your thoughts or play with your body parts and internal organs whenever they feel like it is not a ‘GAME’ and nor is it a ‘PRANK’. Someone is, obviously, truly retarded to really believe that.  Or they just do not care.  As long as it is not them, why does it matter?

As for last night, my family gave me quite a treat. I was electrocuted so harshly to the point that I thought that I may have to go to the hospital. I literally had to place a finger in my mouth in order to check for any bleeding. It scared the shit out of me. I even made comments, such as,  “All of this shocking me to death isn’t funny.” or “If I have to go to the hospital…” But, of course, there were no comments from anyone and I was simply ignored. One family member just walked away. Needless to say, it took quite a while to get to sleep because they were determined that I would be executed. The constant banging around the kitchen and the dropping of items was their weapon of choice last night. Every time the loud noises were intentionally initiated, there came the shocks to my body. And my family members, those, who were present, were giggling as if it was the funniest thing that they had ever done. (Yes, teenagers included.)

To this day, I still cannot believe that I am a Targeted Individual. Especially a Targeted Individual whose family has become totally psycho along with everyone else. It is pitiful to know that I am not safe, even with family! And they go to church!

Even my ex-husband is attempting to make me his meal ticket even though I do not make much because of the fact that he has always been a bum and, now that he has this new gang stalking family, he now feels that he can get away with anything, even murder.

Sad, isn’t it?

For more surviving motivation, I looked up some Biblical verses that you all may find interesting and I copied them for a quick reference just in case I am feeling down in the dumps and need a little pick me up.

Check them out….


(Hosea 1:2 nkjv)[35]
“Go, take yourself a wife of harlotry
And children of harlotry,
For the land has committed great harlotry
By departing from the LORD.”
Ezekiel 37:23
English Standard Version
They shall not defile themselves anymore with their idols and their detestable things, or with any of their transgressions. But I will save them from all the backslidings in which they have sinned, and will cleanse them; and they shall be my people, and I will be their God.
Ezekiel 23:37

     That they have committed adultery,…. Either literally, adultery with their neighbours’ wives,

which was a prevailing sin with this people; or figuratively, spiritual adultery, that is, idolatry:

and blood is in their hands; the Targum is,

“they have shed the blood of innocents with their hands;”

     the blood of prophets and righteous men, sent unto them; and the blood of their infants in     

     sacrificing to idols, as after mentioned:

     and with their idols have they committed adultery; by worshipping them, which is spiritual  

     adultery; and this being so explicitly mentioned, it seems to be distinguished from corporeal  

     adultery in the first clause, which may be only there designed; and so Kimchi thinks:

     and have also caused their sons, whom they bare unto me, to pass for them through the fire,  

     to devour them; their children, who were the Lord’s by national adoption, and who ought to 

     have been trained up in the worship and service of God, were, in a most barbarous and 

     unnatural manner, caused to pass through the fire, for or to the idols Molech and Baal; and 

     that not merely by way of lustration and dedication, which was sometimes done by passing

     between two fires, but so as to be devoured and destroyed by the fire.


1 John 4:1-6

Beloved, do not believe every spirit, but test the spirits to see whether they are from God, for many false prophets have gone out into the world. By this you know the Spirit of God: every spirit that confesses that Jesus Christ has come in the flesh is from God, and every spirit that does not confess Jesus is not from God. This is the spirit of the antichrist, which you heard was coming and now is in the world already. Little children, you are from God and have overcome them, for he who is in you is greater than he who is in the world. They are from the world; therefore they speak from the world, and the world listens to them. …


Matthew 7:15

 “Beware of false prophets, who come to you in sheep’s clothing but inwardly are ravenous wolves.


Matthew 7:21

“Not everyone who says to me, ‘Lord, Lord,’ will enter the kingdom of heaven, but the one who does the will of my Father who is in heaven.


Jeremiah 5:30-31

An appalling and horrible thing has happened in the land: the prophets prophesy falsely, and the priests rule at their direction; my people love to have it so, but what will you do when the end comes?


2 Corinthians 11:13-15

For such men are false apostles, deceitful workmen, disguising themselves as apostles of Christ. And no wonder, for even Satan disguises himself as an angel of light. So it is no surprise if his servants, also, disguise themselves as servants of righteousness. Their end will correspond to their deeds.


2 Peter 3:3-7

Knowing this first of all, that scoffers will come in the last days with scoffing, following their own sinful desires. They will say, “Where is the promise of his coming? For ever since the fathers fell asleep, all things are continuing as they were from the beginning of creation.” For they deliberately overlook this fact, that the heavens existed long ago, and the earth was formed out of water and through water by the word of God, and that by means of these the world that then existed was deluged with water and perished. But by the same word the heavens and earth that now exist are stored up for fire, being kept until the day of judgment and destruction of the ungodly.


But the one who endures to the end will be saved.




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